I keep reading the blogs that my frens have posted, felt let me also jot down all the random views and simple thoughts that run in mind when i have nothing much to do :).
Something that I ask myself always, why are we here? Isnt there a reason for us to be here?
Me feel that every action of ours is pre-planned, plotted cleverly by someone who is dis someone, i dont know, my close frend Mooshy believes that even the movement of a grass is preplanned, am I here cos i am sent to accomplish some task that is planned for me, if so then what is the task that i m supposed to accomplish, y dnt i hve a written copy or statement of the task that i need to finish successfully. Again hw do i knw if at al i have finished this task successfully, hw do i knw if i am done with it well ahead of time oops!! this makes me restless.
Am scared to reveal this to my folks around, for d fear of being called a fanatic or a person who has nothing else to do but think fo all dese wierd stuff !!.
You talk about this to the generation b4 you and this what i get to hear from them "you are here to fulfill all your duties, as a daughter/son,sister/brother,wife/husband,mother/father etc etc". Sounds too monotonous for me, is everyone on dis earth with dis reason, i knw dere are 4 stages in life you need to fulfill and what i am talking about is just one of its stage, bt y is life so rndom. I find a lot of people around me talking about plans and working towards it and u achieve it.. what next.. ive achieved, am successful and momentarily happy after this :) what should i do plan yet another task for myself accomplis and move ahead? In doing so will i come across the task ive been sent here for?
I know my thoughts are random and there are lot of answers to dese, i do console myself that oneday i will get to knw my task and be successful :)